After forty years of being a Vicar and approaching retirement I suddenly found I was unsure if I believed in God any more. It was a bit of a shock. I knew a lot of priests have crises of faith as they go along. It’s not uncommon. But I had not felt that way. Then, at the end of active service, her i was feeling unsure. When talking with parishioners who had periods of doubting their faith, I used to suggest they revisited what had given them their faith in the first place and see what it was about it that they were now doubting. So, I decided to do this for myself. This blog is the record of my journey of rediscovering my faith.